Love Letter Part 1

Teruntuk Fadhil, Icha, Ichan dan Usamah (no offense, alphabetical order). 

Glad you still remember me and sent me your awesome reunion pictures.
Well, I won't call any of our gathering as reunion anyway...coz I know no matter how far we are being apart, always close to the heart (I know, sounds lame and disgustingly romantic).

But somehow...it's true.
Kita selalu dekat...terasa dekat.
(Please say yes juga ya-fake it- it's ok).
Masing-masing memang telah "jauh" meniti takdir perjalanan tapi ada bahagia setiap kita bisa bertemu...ada rindu ketika mengingat kenangan masa lalu (terutama foto-foto yang sangat unyu dan lugu).

Kita, Us (ehm, not Oesamah), Kami, whatever they or us named our togetherness...apparently has become an invisible "bond" that will tie us forever (lebay, yeah..but I mean it).
No matter where we will be in the future, nggak peduli jadi apa kita nanti, atau siapa pasangan kita kelak (lho)...kita tetap merasa "kita", beserta semua paket perasaan yang kita "pernah" punya dan selalu punya.

Most of the time (terutama setelah kalian baligh dan tumbuh jakun, kumis, dan suara bapak2)...pertemuan2 kita mungkin akan terasa "awkward" (say it with funny tone-go ahead)...tapi, itu tak merubah rasa dibaliknya.

Yah, bagaimanapun rupa masing-masing kita saat ini atau nanti...kita akan tetap merasakan perasaan yang sama. Jadi pendiam atau makin bawel kah ketika kita bertemu...it doesn't matter.
Kita saling tahu siapa kita deep down inside...so well that we can't even hide a grin or a slight silly thought. 
Dan deep inside, kita tahu bahwa kita akan selalu menerima Fadhil, Icha, Ichan, dan Usamah apa adanya...seperti dulu, sekarang...bahkan masa datang.
Kita saling mencintai, I know that for sure!

Guys, andai setiap partikel-partikel mimpi kasat mata...kita akan lihat betapa mimpi-mimpi kita masa lalu dan saat ini, tetap berporos pada kebersamaan kita.

Tonite, no matter how hard life can be...
No matter how unfair the world seems to be...
No matter uncertain the future will be...
We will always have something to hold on to, at least to hang in there for one more day...
And I know, I'll always have you guys to light up my spirit and keep remind me...of our big dream.
That we will conquer the world together:)
That DREAM, will comes true...soon enough!

Ok, before I turn my self into another sad old gloomy single lady, I think I'll stop writing and start crying..I mean, working:)

Always love you guys,
Me-who-always-have-faith-in-us!
(And it's so awesome that you had the gathering without me*withloudtones*)
Love letter ini bahkan tidak melalui editor..go figure those grammatical errors!!!

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Rains

If you ask me what is it about rains that I love....Well, don't have certain answer for that.
Maybe the smell of the fresh soil after the first rain?
Those dark deep clouds?
The beauty of lightning and thunder?
A barefooted walk in the rain?
The feeling when you drenched yourself under the pouring rain?
Or just watch the rain drops knocking against your window?
Paper boats...float them away....


If you ask me what is it about rains that I love...
I don't know, I just...DO!

Remember those moments...when rains gave you awesome sentimental feelings?

Yeah, when you walk alone in the rain, and no-one knows that you are crying?*

And at the same time it wash away all your hurtful pain?*

**Ignore those last two-not-meant-to-be-there-sentences*

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See you again, soon..soon...!

This thesis thingy won't let me go!!!

Pray for me to finish my final submission next week and I'll see you, SOON!

*yeah, rite..another lousy excuse*

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It's been a while

How's life, World?

Been away for a while, not that i don't have anything to write. It just my life seems consumed by daily routine. And you know how i hate routine and boring stuff:(

Gonna share you some stories today. Better hope it's not the "same old same old" ones.

See you around later:)
Gotta do the exercise thingy...

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Better Make a Note

Brain wave today...amnesia tomorrow

Expressive today, tongue-tied tomorrow

Inspired today, stuck tomorrow

Witty today, humdrum tomorrow.

Yup, better make more notes:)

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Go Green

At first..every Saturday!

Now, Thursdays and Saturdays. Indonesia..or Jakarta??

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It Was Me..

Well world, can you believe it...it was twenty something (ago).

Now, I'm better..I mean Older:)

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At this moment...Part 2

Second thought, folks..

I think I wanna live on Mars..
Yeah, this is exactly what I paid for..to be #RandomlyRandom

But, check it out..it's a real temptation for a geek smart companion like me:)

I know some of you folks (Vanishing Generation', red) don't have any David Bowie on your playlist. Yep, it's just me:(

It's a god-awful small affair
To the girl with the mousy hair
But her mummy is yelling, "No!"And her daddy has told her to go
But her friend is nowhere to be seen
Now she walks through her sunken dream
To the seat with the clearest view
And she's hooked to the silver screen
But the film is a saddening bore
For she's lived it ten times or more
She could spit in the eyes of fools
As they ask her to focus on

Sailors fighting in the dance hall
Oh man! Look at those cavemen go
It's the freakiest show
Take a look at the lawman
Beating up the wrong guy
Oh man! Wonder if he'll ever know
He's in the best selling show
Is there life on Mars?

It's on America's tortured brow
That Mickey Mouse has grown up a cow
Now the workers have struck for fame
Because Lennon's on sale again
See the mice in their million hordes
From Ibeza to the Norfolk Broads
Rule Britannia is out of bounds
To my mother, my dog, and clowns
But the film is a saddening bore
Because I wrote it ten times or more
It's about to be writ again
As I ask you to focus on

Sailors fighting in the dance hall
Oh man! Look at those cavemen go
It's the freakiest show
Take a look at the lawman
Beating up the wrong guy
Oh man! Wonder if he'll ever know
He's in the best selling show
Is there life on Mars? 


I know , posting an old unknown lyrics for a midnite note is not a cool normal behavior. Noted!
Shall someone cuddle me shot my head so I can be RIP off to bed now......anyone???

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Neil..

So, i really like this guy' bio...kinda::)
Well, it's a good plan...love it, buddy!!

"will eventually grow up and get a real job. Until then, will keep making things up and writing them down"

By the way, spent almost whole day to procrastinate clean up my room and rearrange my books. I think i should rent a room or small house for my own library collections. Dust and books' haters really are important issues for me!!

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At this moment...

At this moment..yup, at this very moment..something come across my mind.

I want to live in New York!!

No, don't ask me why because i don't even know the reason..

Hey, you don't have to judge me like that. It just a random thought. But who knows, maybe i'll find my story there one day:)

See, that's how my brain screw me up works, soooooo random!!!
But I Love It shouldn't complaint...

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