December 30, 2012

Malam ini, aku menangis lagi.. Bukan untuk sebuah kesedihan, tapi mungkin kesyukuran Tuhan tahu, tapi Ia menunggu Itu yang selalu kuucapkan Dan selalu kuyakini Tuhan membawaku melalui jalan sulit Penuh luka sepanjang hidupku Tapi Ia juga menjagaku, agar aku tak pernah patah dan selalu memeluk hidup dan takdirku dengan erat Hingga detik ini... Dia mengirimku seorang malaikat untuk mewakilinya menjagaku... Tapi, mungkin Dia tak pernah rela jika aku meninggalkanNya dalam meminta, menyerahkan hidupku pada selainNya. Malam...
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December 24, 2012

Let the story begins

Untukmu, Istri Suamiku Tercinta... There are more than love in a heartbeat. Bahwa banyak hal selain cinta dalam setiap denyut nadi kita tetapi terkadang semuanya kita sederhanakan menjadi cinta Aku. Kamu. Kita. Bukan lagi bayang-bayang. Utuh. Tetapi seperti Ghibran katakan, Deretan pohon akan tumbuh sempurna karena jarak antara mereka Bahwa ruang di antara kita, itu yang senantiasa membuat kita bahagia dalam dewasa Terima kasih, padamu. Karena memilihku Rasanya kata cinta tak cukup untuk membalut kesyukuranku. Waktu akan menjadi saksi kita, bahwa...
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November 11, 2012

Why did I post it here instead of my tumblr? I don't know, still under anaesthetic influence... maybe (and I'm so gonna use the excuse for a period of time, bear with me)....
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November 07, 2012

Kamu sakit yah?

"Kamu sakit yah?" "Nggak, siapa bilang. I'm fine.. Masa sakit masih bisa drive!' " Aku tau kamu lagi sakit..pake banget" "Err.. Kamu dukun?" "Nope, cuma aku tau aja kamu lagi sakit banget kalo nonstop lebih dari 30mins kamu nyetir straight dengan dua tangan di steering wheel." "-.. - " *freely translated for the sake of.. I don't know!...
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August 04, 2012

Ramadhan 1433H

Setiap Ramadhan,  topik yang dibahas selalu makanan...tempat makan...tempat buka bersama... pasar malam... Duh,  ini bulannya shaum apa bulan festival makanan sihhh! Ini contoh percakapan nggak penting antara diriku dan cahaya chaniago... "Ta,  loe makan di mana selama puasa ini? " ...... (nggak nanya ngajinya udah berapa juz) " Tergantung dul,  kalo yang ngundang tajir and baik hati...ifthar di hotel ato buffet.  Kalo...
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July 31, 2012

Eudaimonia

It's funny sometimes...when you realize simple things that lead you to a deep thought. You deserve to be happy. Really? Thought 1. When people or someone comes to you and say they wanna make you happy..without even bother asking what is it that makes you happy. Meaning, they will make you happy based on their own thought of what makes you happy. So, mostly they will do things that they "assume" will make you happy. At the end, maybe you go with...
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April 10, 2012

Sometimes late at night

Text from a friend (received 2.55AM): "You wanna know what's funny? I am a happy married person, but why am I always feel lonely every time I close my eyes at night?" Me (an hour later): "And why are you texted me this, and did you notice what time is it now?" Friend (4.05): "I knew you feel the same way" Me (4.07): "@#$& you!!!" *Absurd conversation two days a...
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February 19, 2012

Berbahagialah wahai para pemuda yang selalu memiliki semangat perubahan. Materi tak bisa membeli semangat atau persaudaraan. Gonna miss you all, ISSI...
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February 11, 2012

D & W !

( ) I'll not write anything.. It's white space .. Just like the colour of your hea...
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February 04, 2012

I'm telling you what happens when you start to feel better about your life. You build your comfort zone and let your guard down. And before you know it, all the things that you trust all along...destroy you into pieces. Here we are...back to square one. And I just hate square on...
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January 23, 2012

Ruined

You know that sometimes, no matter how hard you make your day to be perfect...there's something/one that ruined it upside down.But hey, can't complain...I tried, no regret...
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January 22, 2012

Flirty friend

There's a thin line between being flirty and friendly. And please... I don't need you to do those silly efforts. Just be...normal!Mobile Blogging from here.[Posted with iBlogger from my iP...
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January 20, 2012

Today, had a great brunch with the girls...it's kinda cool how they tried to cheer me up without even asking what's going on in my head. Apparently a sad flash in my eyes is enough for them to offer a rebound moment. So, we went to a place somewhere in Bukit Bintang called ****** (wait 'til they pay me) and they served good garlic bread (my fav) and nice sausages. The cappucino were okay..but I don't know why they don't serve fresh juice. It's...
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Little Me

You know that feeling, when your life flashing before your eyes like a movie. Today, I saw a little girl. Sat next to me. Not just a little girl, because by the time I saw sparkling curiosity in her eyes..I know that I am looking at the same girl 25 years ago. It's little ME. No, I am not gonna tell you story Bruce Willis did in his Rusty movie. But, maybe similar at some points. Is it just me or you had this kind of experienced sometimes, strangers with little piece of you? Nah, just me...
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January 19, 2012

Why blogpress made my mobile entry looks like s**t?  Am I suppose to upload my entry on the go then edit it later on the web? What am I, a lifeless blogger? #so done with blogpress! - Posted using BlogPress from DewDev...
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C'est La Vie

"Some people are just too different or too similar that things just don't work out"  I quoted the lines from you...yes, you!  No matter how hard it is for me, I learnt that somehow we are just so much..alike..(or too different?). And maybe this goodbye is for the best.  But, I told you many times...if we never try we never know. And I put away all my cowardness and tried. No regrets!  So, this is it. Hope you find what you...
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The Prologue

When your days remembered and your life is written.  I had finished my latest book, SJ Watson (Before I Sleep). Kinda creepy how we should concern about what might happen to our memories. And I just realized how important journals are. Seriously, when you think of that possibilities (that you might lose your memories), people around you maybe a great help...but a journal can also save your life. Exaggerating?  I don't think so.Try to talk to people who had terrible conditions of amnesia. Yeah, literally, a journal might help you go...
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2.0.1.2

Morning, WORLD! How's your life, been good? Me...Blessed! So, where was I? Oh...2.0.1.2! Alrite, it's been more than a year since my last note. And for same old excuses you keep reading. My bad. I've been wanting to write again last month, actually. But the wireless connection was so bad that I almost moved out to an Island called ItsoremoteIcangrowbeardandmustache and marry their telco manager there. But hey, when life gives you melon, I mean, lemon..all you have to do is squeeze them and make lemonade, rite? I love lemonade, especially when...
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